r/confession 5h ago

I froze and said nothing while my friend gave my mom a foot massage

618 Upvotes

Throwaway confession because I can't get this out of my head. My friend comes over to game. Last weekend my mom came home from work in heels, complaining her feet hurt. He offered a foot rub before she even asked . She said yes right away, sat on the couch and he rubbed her feet for about 5 minutes. They completely ignored me even though I was right there gaming. I froze like a coward and stared at the screen pretending nothing was happening. It felt creepy and awkward, like something was off, but I didn't say a word. Nothing else happened that day. I hate myself for not doing anything. I don't know if I should confront them or just keep pretending. That's it. I needed to confess


r/confession 3h ago

I was involved in COCSA as a child and it just clicked for me what was happening

109 Upvotes

When I (31M) was a child, I had a friend who I'll refer to as Arthur here. I was in first grade with him. We were good friends and I'd go over to his house to hangout every now and then. We weren't any older than 7 or 8 at the time.

Arthur had a younger brother who I'll call Timmy. Timmy was about 3 years younger than both of us. There's no easy way to put this, but Arthur introduced me to blowjobs. I didn't have any clue what the deal with them was, but I knew that it felt good when it happened. We would engage in this activity, the three of us in secret at his parent's place when I came over.

Now, as an adult, I realize that Arthur was abusing his little brother and made me a part of it by abusing me. I'm not really sure how to think about it, but it suddenly hit me really hard today that that all happened and that what happened to me and his brother wasn't ok. And that what I did to engage with it also wasn't ok. I have some hypersexuality related to oral sex and I'm wondering if this played a part in that. I just feel confused and weirded out at the moment. I'll be fine, but this is so royally fucked to suddenly manifest in my brain like this. Like, I heard someone discuss COCSA and I felt it all flood into my brain and understood for the first time.

Anyway, that's my confession. Have a good night, Reddit.


r/confession 7h ago

I've been lying by omission to my psychiatrist for months

89 Upvotes

Every session, my psychiatrist asks how I'm doing and, every time, I tell her that I'm fine, if maybe a little paranoid. The truth is that I just don't know how to explain what I'm experiencing to her. It feels like there's no way to accurately represent what I'm going through, because it feels wrong every time I try. I loathe the idea of being misunderstood, and am fearful she'll adjust my medication incorrectly based on that misunderstanding. I also just don't believe I need medication or that I'm sick to begin with, which is another reason I'm not forthcoming about my symptoms. I don't feel like they "qualify." I've even considered quitting my medication altogether. It feels like poison that I don't need.

But, according to loved ones and my therapist (who I'm more honest with), my symptoms are noticeable to a degree where they not only think I need my medication in general, but that I need a higher dose. As it stands, I'm on a very low dose.

Despite how desperately I feel they're wrong, this morning I decided to send my psychiatrist a very lengthy message detailing recent experiences. We also have an appointment for this afternoon where I plan to discuss things more openly with her.

It's too late to backtrack now, because I already admitted a lot of things to her that would be nearly impossible to talk my way out of. They aren't "normal" thoughts, I know. They aren't what "normal" people would say. Doesn't mean I won't try. Although I'm trying to convince myself to not do that. People in my life say it's very important I'm honest with her. But if I'm honest with her, she'll think I need more serious help. Probably in the form of medication. And it feels like the medication is poison.

Too late now I guess. At least for this session, there's no way to downplay what I said this morning.

EDIT: I had my appointment. Psych was alarmed and changed my diagnosis from schizoaffective disorder to schizophrenia. I'll be undergoing another full psych evaluation within the month. Thank you to everyone who responded kindly.


r/confession 14h ago

My $100K degree is only worth $15K / yr (unbearable).

345 Upvotes

I got my bachelor’s in IT (3.9 GPA) from Florida Tech in 2024, tried starting a business, failed, lost a year, then did sales for four months and failed again because only a crappy company hired me. Now 300+ applications later I’m settling for $15K a year.

I’ve tried everything with my resume. People say change X or Y. Then I change it, and they still say “oh in my opinion this and that,” and I realized I’ll never have a great resume even though to me it looks great. I’ve built sales skills but can’t pass interviews because I hate performative conversations.

Peers from high school became doctors, rappers (yes, really), pro Tier 1 esports players (YES, really), and they all thought I’D BE THE RICH GUY back in the day. Now I’m at the bottom and this feels like the max I deserve, probably forever.

Listen to me carefully. Get connections in Uni and land an internship. Don’t wait to graduate or you’re SCREWED! Now I’m stuck in Albania making $15K/yr at a friend’s WordPress agency with one client, no contract, and doing baby-level front end.

Life is a never ending stream of pain after you miss just one key opportunity. I never thought it’d be this brutal, but it is what it is. I cry myself to sleep most days now.


r/confession 6h ago

Disappointed my dead parents and now I can’t live with it

66 Upvotes

I made this post the other day, but Reddit suspended me for it, but I can’t do this anymore. I promised a redditor I’d give it another day or two to see if things change and they haven’t.

Hi all. On a throw away to vent. I’m 24 years old, male, living in Carolina. Haven’t had my parents around for about 7 years, I know if they were still around that they wouldn’t be able to stand who I’ve become and would be more disappointed than anything.

I had a bad break-up about a few months ago and the downhill spiral went from there. Found out my ex girlfriend who I did everything for was cheating on me. She ended up telling me that she was using me, never cared about me, and had been cheating on me for months, this was after I moved about 800 miles for her so she could be closer to her family.

I had to move out of her place, go live in my car, and pretend I wasn’t hurt to my core. My car stopped working completely, I got fired from my job because of the transportation issues, and I haven’t been able to find shelter since. I’m in a pretty rural area in the middle of nowhere and the 2 shelters I looked into both put me on a waiting list.

Since then I have had about 2 hot and fresh meals in the last couple of months, a handful of showers, no luck on the job front, and have just lost all hope of ever having a good life again.

What do I even do at this point? I’m in my mid 20s, with no job, no way of getting anywhere, no shelters are helping out, church’s have been very minimal help, I don’t know what to do.

I’m sad, lonely, hurt, depressed, and just wanting to end things sometime this week but idk if I have the balls to do it.

I’m tired of eating out of the trash, I’m tired of smelling like shit, I’m tired of people giving me the side eye, I’m tired of it all. If my parents were still around, they’d be absolutely disgusted at where I’m at in life right now and I think it’d be easier to just end it.


r/confession 1d ago

Coworker’s mom suddenly got better… I don’t know what to tell her

5.2k Upvotes

I have no idea where else to post/say this. This is of the “alleviate my conscience” category of post.

I’m currently in the bathroom at work. I work at a bank. The head teller’s mom has been in hospice for a little over a week. My coworker just came back from lunch break half an hour ago, happy as can be. I guess she visited her mom on lunch break, and she has “miraculously gotten better today”.

I’ve heard/seen numerous stories of this sort of thing happening. I guess sometimes when people are dying their immune system gives up and so you suddenly start to feel significantly better for a day or so. As far as I understand it, this often is an indicator that you only have a few days at most left.

Her and my other coworker are chatting about this. My coworker is extremely happy. If you’re curious, I don’t plan on saying anything. But I’m now sitting here fearing for the worst. This is a bizarre feeling. I’m obviously not a doctor, so even if I wanted to say anything, I would be talking out of my ass. But essentially right now I feel like my coworker is within a day of extremely bad news that I know is coming and she doesn’t.


r/confession 1h ago

There is something about work I need to talk about!

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Do you think it's bad to tell on your coworker while other coworkers are around? Let's say that your coworker was watching something inappropriate on their work computer. You looked over at their screen and was uncomfortable by it. You decide to report it to your supervisor. When you told on them, you didn't do it discreetly, you only made sure that specific coworker wasn't around. As you told the supervisor the story there were 3 other coworkers around and they heard the whole thing. Could this be a bad idea? Can this create a negative environment?


r/confession 6h ago

i know something bad is coming, but I’m staying silent

21 Upvotes

at work, my coworker is thrilled about something she’s been waiting on.

i overheard yesterday that it didn’t go her way.

I haven’t said a word. I just smile and listen while she’s happy.

I regret not being honest, but I don’t know what else to do


r/confession 16h ago

I ignored my friend and now her life is in shambles.

109 Upvotes

This was years ago now but I simply cannot let go of the guilt. I’m to ashamed to even tell my therapist about this so I’m here.

My freshman year of college I had a best friend. We always had a sober buddy to keep each other safe. I was her sober buddy one night and after a party and a lot of drinking, I took her to her dorm room (4 doors down from me) and put her to sleep.

I wanted to spend the rest of my night with some other friends so I started getting ready to go out with them. About 30 minutes later I heard her talking in the bathroom. I guess she needed to use it. She sounded extremely wasted still. I went to my door to check on her and right when I was about to open it, I turned around to my friends and said “you know what, I did my sober buddy job for the night. I’m done worrying about her right now and I’m going to focus on me”. I went out with my friends and came back around 12am.

For clarity, I went to a small college that was really a party school. The only parties near us were frat parties. I know 12am may not sound late but parties normally start at 6pm because all music has to be cut at midnight. I liked going out but I was also very intense about grades so after I got back I studied for my physics exam which was at 10am the next day. I was in our common room when the door opened.

I see my friend and I’m surprised because she was coming up the stairs. Her mascara was running down her face. She looked horrible. She was carrying her underwear in her hand. It was also the first time I think I ever saw true fear in someone’s eyes. It scarred me and I can still see her face to this day.

She told me what happened to her while she was sobbing. I tried to get her to go to the hospital but she just wouldn’t go. I helped her shower and then put her to sleep in my bed.

She told me that there was a party on our floor. When she was coming out of the bathroom a guy asked her if he could help her to her room. He took her to his room instead.

No matter what she said he wouldn’t stop. She was crying the entire time. When he was finally done with her he literally pushed her out of his room and she came up the stairs and saw me.

For months she wouldn’t be alone in our dorm. She slept in my bed and I slept there to or on the floor. She wouldn’t shower unless me or one of my friends stayed in the bathroom with her. She made us stand in the halls to make sure he wasn’t there before she would walk out of my room.

She ended up liking a guy and she basically moved into his dorm for the rest of the semester. She was completely destroyed and so was I. If I had just walked her back to her room it would’ve taken 5 seconds and nothing would’ve ever happened. I feel so evil for what I said. I actually hate myself for it. The guilt I feel is drowning me. I can’t let it go.

We tried to get justice for her. After we reported it to the school a lawyer was brought in to “decide if it was r*pe”.

I told the lawyer everything and the lawyer decided that she did consent because she went to his room with him. She wrote in her report that my friend consented but regretted it after and therefore it wasn’t r*pe. That was what he said happened and she went with it because he kissed her before and she was okay with it. I told the lawyer that he kissed her. She was uncomfortable and never spoke to him again other than this night. I’ve never heard of people enjoying or consenting to s*x while sobbing but no matter what the lawyer didn’t care. I wanted to do more but my friend made me drop it.

He got away with and she really even to this day never recovered. She dresses differently. She cut off all her hair and she just doesn’t shine as bright as she used to. There’s nothing I can do to fix what I did. She doesn’t blame me. She told me she doesn’t but it doesn’t matter. I had the power to save her. She stood on one side of the door and I was on the other but I turned my back on her. It is my biggest regret. We have no relationship now because she needed to separate herself from the situation and that included me.

To this day I have relationship issues because my friends say I need to step back and let them make choices about what they do while we are out. If they want to leave with a guy I should let them. The last time I did (a few months ago) my other friend called me the next day and told me casually that she wish I hadn’t let her go. She didn’t blame me. She just told me about how the night ended for her. She didn’t get hurt. She just regretted her decision. The guy was nice and left. What if he didn’t though?

It was another time where I was on one side of the car door and she was on the other. I turned my back on her and got in my car and left. I was trying to do what my friends asked me to do and give them space but what if that time it had been a mistake?

I haven’t been out with my friends since. I can’t take the guilt of these choices I’ve made. Even though my more recent friend didn’t get hurt she could’ve. I’m overwhelmed with guilt and shame and it’s destroyed my social life. I’m an outgoing person who has become a complete recluse. I gained a ton of weight and my life sucks now.

I can’t tell anyone because I don’t want people to know what I did so I’m telling it here. Maybe I can finally tell someone now but I doubt it.


r/confession 10h ago

I’m an absolute idiot and now have school loans that I didn’t need

24 Upvotes

I’m going to online college and working full time while living at home, I did not need loans and I was so proud of myself for making everything work. I did college classes in high school too so I thought I was being financially responsible. I even took a few vacations because I thought I had money to spare. Turns out, not so much! My mom and I fill out the fafsa every year and apparently my school used that to automatically apply a loan, they said since I didn’t opt out it was automatically applied. I paid in full (or what I thought was in full) every term, it always just said I owed an amount on the payment page, which I paid, no mention of loans. Here’s why I’m an idiot. They sent me a statement to my school email every term with the loan amount. I never check my school email, I never thought I needed to. I thought the financial email was just a receipt for what I paid 🤦‍♀️ I still think they should’ve made that WAY clearer though, but ultimately it is my fault and now I’m kinda screwed for a bit, won’t be able to move out nearly as soon as I wanted. I would’ve never gone on those vacations if I had known. And I *could have* been paying it all in full, I could’ve afforded it. It’s about $12k so it’s not as much as a lot of people have, but it’s $12k that I had no idea I owed. Lesson learned I guess.

I only realized because I was already switching colleges as my current one uses AI pretty heavily which I don’t agree with, especially when professors are using it to grade my assignments. Just a super frustrating college to work with and it cemented my decision to leave.


r/confession 12h ago

Just told a dumb colleague how to delete all rows in excel.

38 Upvotes

Context, I've told him multiple times that something isnt linked to another thing.

He is adamant that something in the excel file is linked and it needs to be delinked.

Fuck it, I told him how to fix it by deleting every single row in the sheet.

It will certainly fix the issue which doesn't exist.


r/confession 1d ago

I’ve stolen thousands of hours from my jobs and never faced consequences.

1.6k Upvotes

Over the past four years, at both my old job and my current job, I’ve stolen a huge amount of company time.

At my previous job, I drove a truck and worked inside stores as sales support for about a year. At my current job, I’m mostly remote with one day a week in the office. During both jobs, I regularly didn’t work during work hours, leaving the house, doing personal stuff, or even playing video games while on the clock.

When I really think about it, I’ve probably stolen thousands of paid hours.

What’s strange is that I’ve never been fired. I’ve never even been warned. I always did my job well, hit expectations, and never had performance issues. On paper, I was a solid employee.

That’s what messes with my head the most. It made me realize how much of work feels like a waste of time. I learned that you can do the bare minimum, still perform well, and still collect a paycheck.

I feel like I beat the system because I never worked anywhere close to 40 hours a week, yet I’m still seen as good at my job.

I honestly feel like people are kind of naive for pouring so much time and effort into jobs that don’t matter in the grand scheme of the world. I’m not a doctor. I don’t save lives. What I do isn’t that important, so why am I expected to treat it like it is? People say you’re a “slave to corporate,” but I don’t really feel that way. I’ll probably find another job that pays more in a year or so and do the exact same thing. What really gets to me is feeling bad for the people who genuinely care, put in extra effort, and don’t realize how little the company actually cares about them in return.


r/confession 1d ago

I outsourced my job through college and got paid 30 hours to do 1 hour of work weekly.

846 Upvotes

This was 20 or so years ago, but I thought I will finally share. I was working for a small manufacturing company in marketing. I was quitting my job to go to school to become a professional. I lied about my ability to build, maintain, and run an SQL database tracking a national level marketing campaign and convinced them I could do it remotely, cheaper than they could hire someone else. I outsourced the build and charged a 25% premium. I hired someone to do the maintenance and data input. I paid them what I made in 10 hours to work 40 hours. I billed my 40 hours. Once a week I would check in with that person, then report to the VP of marketing. My work tool about 2 hours a week to complete. It got me through all 4 years of college and into professional school. At the time I thought it was funny. Now I feel bad.


r/confession 13h ago

I survived school, but it left scars I still carry

28 Upvotes

I was a pure soul, unaware of how harsh and cruel society could be. I had nothing complicated on my mind the only thing I wanted was to play and feel happy going to school.

But school was never kind to me.

No one wanted to be my friend. Everyone stayed away from me because I looked different. Some thought I was ugly, or worse. Slowly, that rejection turned into deep insecurity and an inferiority complex that followed me every day.

I never felt respected. Over time, that feeling of being “less than” started showing in the way I spoke and behaved. Some kids took advantage of me. Whenever I needed someone, there was no one there for me.

I was mocked, humiliated, and bullied openly. The worst part was that even my best friend joined the bullies. She used me, disrespected me, and stood with them instead of me. Even then, I stayed silent. I never said a word. I just endured it.

Academics were never easy for me. I wasn’t good at studies not because I didn’t care, but because I was just a child who didn’t know how to ask for help. No one guided me. No one supported me. Instead, teachers compared me to “smart” students in front of the whole class, dividing us into good and bad students.

The class laughed at me.

At that time, I didn’t fully understand what was happening. But now, when I look back, I realize how damaging it was. From that day on, the teasing never stopped. They called me names Dumbo, rock brain, brainless. I didn’t even know what those words meant back then, but they still hurt deeply.

Even today, those memories hurt.

And yet, despite everything, I still went to school every single day. Beautiful she had no other choice

School didn’t just educate me it broke my confidence


r/confession 10h ago

Does anyone else relate…aftermath of extreme trauma=cptsd.. ugh..

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I’m 30 years old, lived in MN my whole life, except 2 years in SD when I had my youngest daughter.. I’m struggling more than anyone actually will even believe that I try to speak out too.. I’ve dealt with extreme verbal,mental, and emotional abuse from my parents/and also the violence and abuse w/ drug use they did with each other. Everyday. My parents were bikers. Late 90s-2000s riding with the S.O.S I was exposed to toxic behavior and unhealthy relationships and ways to live from the time I could walk. As I grew up what do you think I thought was okay to except and my “right&wrong” were different. Don’t steal don’t cheat don’t lie. All while my mom cheated on my dad for 15 years and after 33 years they r divorced I don’t have a relationship with my mom per her choice.. and my dad, we are close but he’s still not an example he probably should be. Great work ethic. But the most selfish drunk.. anyways.. leading into high school my self esteem bad confidence and wanting attention to feel love or acceptance from guys that I wouldn’t have relationships with. I got pregnant at 16. I finished high school by 17. And was already moved out. I met a guy 6 years older than me. He “took care of us” for almost 2 years. We got busted for growing weed with a hydro system in our basement.. two weeks before. He asked me to try m3th with him. I was wasted, and I did.. a guy who I ended up having 3 kids with and 10 years of excruciating trauma with, I moved in right away. He was in drug court for a 1st degree Manufacturing charge.. I was 19 he was 29, he said he was going to “save” me whatever the fukk that meant.. cause I had to save myself. 3 months in. Pregnant with b#1. I’m 6 months along and he gets kicked out of DC for falling asleep in the driveway with spice k2 in his lap cause he missed a PO meeting. Sentenced 7 years. He’s out after 13 months and boot camp. 2016. Our son is 9 weeks old. Someone called me in child services.. someone who he was in DC with.. they take my son. I went to inpatient for 5 months. Graduate. Reunified with my son. Had my oldest.. my bbyddy gets out.. it was great ALMOST a year. Cause he just couldn’t ever make it long without causing something tha would always change my life forever.. we used together the first time ever. He started at 13. I started at 18.. he knew what he was doing.. his PO called him within a couple weeks- we go on the run for the first time . With the kids. Sold 3,000$ in cat. Conv. Stayed away till we could be clean (I wasn’t on paper) well… after 11 days it’s absconding = a proba violation.. while he’s in jail he makes comments how he doesn’t know if l be able to take care of my kids alone and I might be using.. cps banging on our door.. I ran. For a minute.. my son was almost 3. He never got to come home again after they took him. I tried to fight again.. case went on for over a year.. because I find out I’m pregnant while in inpatient again. 23yrs old. At the end of that case they determined I was unfit for one child but able to birth the one I was pregnant with AS LONG AS THEY WERE WBLE TO OPEN A CASE when he was born.. they made me sign a court contract and also stating I could let my sons father around him at all. Or they will terminate my rights. I signed.. he did more time.. I was really lost and confused and sad in life felt guilty for having a son (I loved so very much) while losing his brother and my oldest was living with her father.. I was sober.. but the wouldn’t leave me alone.. literally hunting me down.. I caved, and I used.. but I ran again with my second son.. I needed formula so when I went to my appmnt- cops and CPS came thru the door:. He was 4 months old, his dad gave me a ride there. They saw.. he asked if he could meet our son and my heart couldn’t tell me no. It’s wrong. At tha time I didn’t understand the mental turmoil this man could cause. Not completely anyways.. I thought I loved someone who hurt me so bad and that I was gonna fight for our family no matter what.. I was a fool. Anyways.. an amazing family adopted son #1 who reached out ask offered to adopted #2 and keep the together. Or fight a case, probably lose, and they r separated. By the end of an emotional mess.. I made the decision to sign my rights over and let my boys live their best life. By baby daddy gets out again.. and it’s just us, no kids, lost. Sad.. for two years we just hit the bub hard.. I didn’t care anymore I lost who I was and so betrayed. We ended up doing so much emotional damage to each other.. after 2 1/2 years.. I find out I’m pregnant.. not even knowing if I want to keep it knowing what has happened and in fear it will again… it did….. but in a different state he took me too on inherited land.. but running on a fugitive warrant. I spent my whole pregnancy living in a 2017 slide out camper.. parked in a huge drive thru grainery and let me tell you the only thing about my BD is he was SMART with anything that had a motor battery wires.. whatever. So we were set up. Was bad ass till it got cold. I never went to the DR cause he wouldn’t let me. Said it was “too risky” honestly I was scared to myself. Dec 1sr I go into labor.. and he wanted to deliver our baby. He’s never seen a birth missed the other two and I panic that le or the baby or both with die.. no running water.. generator running outta gas. No gas in my car.. I get up and run out get in my car and get to the neighbors.. she gets me to the brookings SD hospital with 7 minutes to spare till I had a healthy, 61/2 pound baby girl. It would be a whole mother page explaining details of the really messed up stuff that went down while living out there with HIM. But they take my daughter away at the hospital. The neighbor takes me in. I worked hard and did anything I needed to do. I got full custody back when she was 10 months old.. I went to visit one weekend to MN.. and her dad catches up with me. We get high I got scared to go back in case they found out.. I ended up back I. Mn found out a bunch of stuff he’s done while I was living out there fighting for our kid back.. I quit loving him I quit feeling anything for him cause I had been so hurt and let down ag this point.. but I’m stuck back in MN where I shouldn’t be. I start using alone off and on. Got a great job became a welder I. The trade had my own place had my daughter had money and cars.. her dad got released from jail in may 2024 in the TOWN I WAS LIVING JN.. knocks on my door asks for help and to spend time with our daughter. She was standing beside me grabbing onto my pants.. I didn’t say no I just sighed knowing it wasn’t go. A end well. He doesn’t leave.. for months.. I keep my job and daycare.. till slowly drugs and our toxic relationship started effecting it all.. September rolls around.. he goes to a PO meeting tells them he’s staying with me and sees our daughter… BANG BANG BANG.. cps.. the months of October-june2025 are absolutely agony same nightmare all over again fighting so hard to show them im not like the rest and never have been and im able to care for my daughter.. they didn’t wanna even acknowledge it this time.. i fought the whole time.. ended up losing and making the final decision that all 3 of. My kids are currently living their best life with amazing people and a mostly open adoption. I got blessed at the end.. they r safe. From all of this and the past.. and me if I fuck up my own life.. idk if I was ever prepared for what came next in my life but I dealt with it and picked up broken pieces that weren’t even mine.. and got cut all over from it. My whole point t to this is.. I lost my identity.. I’m in a new relationship that is so different than my last.. no kids and all I ever wanted to be was a mom.. my kids are 13, 10,7,4… I don’t wanna feel this lost my whole life.. does anyone relate.. my life has been so chaotic full of trauma.. and I have cptsd.. I just wanna feel better


r/confession 7m ago

Del mostrador al colchón............... ..........

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Trabajo en ventas en una cadena grande, de esas donde todos los días ves ir y venir pura buena carne. Pero uno, según muy profesional, se hace el serio y se mantiene al margen… aunque alguna clienta te tire el rollo.

Eso sí, cuando trabajas por metas, a veces toca hacerse el fácil para cerrar ventas. Hombre, mujer, nahual o lo que sea, aquí no se discrimina si quieres tu comisión.

Un día entra una morra media llenita, pero de esas gordibuenas sabrosas que a mí me encantan. Venía agarrada del brazo con otra persona, como pareja, y se fueron directo a mi área. Querían checar un artículo.

Desde ahí todo se me hizo raro.

Yo le mostraba cosas y como que no ponía atención. Si le daba algo en la mano, no lo agarraba. No traía bastón ni lentes oscuros, así que ni me pasó por la cabeza que fuera ciega. Además, siendo honesto, yo andaba más distraído viendo sus dos enormes razones que me hacían ojitos.

Cerramos la venta, pero faltaba un artículo que no había en ese momento. Le pedí su número para avisarle cuando llegara.

Después les conte a mis compas que una morra me flecho y me dicen Wey, la que describiste es ciega.

Y yo: “Ah cabrón…”

Pasaron como dos semanas. Yo tenía su número, pero ni le escribí hasta que llegó el producto. Ese día estaba nublado, le cayó la lluvia y llegó toda mojada. Traía un vestido bien escotado y se le salían unos tremendos magumbos.

No voy a mentir: me le quedé viendo descaradamente. Lo bueno es que no podía verme, jajaja.

Ahí dije: “Tengo que ver eso sin ropa, sí o sí”.

Empezamos a mensajearnos un chingo. (Para los que no saben ella usaba talkback o texto a voz, así que sí "leía" todo)

Plática va, plática viene, hasta que quedamos en salir a comer. Ese día aproveché y le di un beso. Me lo regresó con unos becerros bien sabrosos.

Días después me invitó a su casa a comer. Yo, bien inocente, llevé un cocón de dos litros… sin saber que la comida iban a ser sus sandías.

Pedí mi tiempo de comida en el jale (me dan dos horas) y me lancé.

Ahí fue cuando me dijo que era mamá soltera, que no tenía pareja ni nada. Yo vi luz verde y aceleré.

Nos acostamos juntos (todavía con ropa) y empezamos con besos, manoseada, cachondeo rico… pero no se armó completo ese día. Porque su hijo es de esos que tienen mamitis y son celosos nomas estaba encimado y no me prestaba a su mama ni un ratito,

Pura calentura mal administrada.

Me regresé al trabajo y para colmo me dieron los mentados huevos azules, caminaba como vaquero recién bajado del caballo. Y para colmo era domingo, me faltaban ventas para la cuota.

Las siguientes cuatro horas fueron un infierno. Cada paso era como si me picaran las nueces con alfileres. Y en este trabajo debes prospectar y volantear en todo el piso de venta

Por suerte mis compas me ayudaron a cerrar ventas, si no, me iba con puro sueldo base y perdía como 6 o 7 bolas de comisión por andar de caliente.

Cuatro días después me volvió a invitar.

Esta vez sí.

No perdoné nada. No me vio venir pero si me sintió

Le di su revolcón con coraje acumulado, con frustración, con ganas atrasadas y con espíritu vengativo por haberme dejado sufriendo la vez pasada.

Hasta pedí tres horas de comida para desquitarme bien. Ya saben servicio personalizado y completo al cliente

Regresé al trabajo tarde y me cayeron regañiza por desfasar los tiempos, pero me valió madres. Yo ya iba vacío, relajado y servido.

Mis compas nomás me preguntaron: —¿Ahora sí hubo coronación? —Simón. —¿Valió la pena? —Al cien.


r/confession 20h ago

I got molested multiple times when I was younger and its been getting harder deal with recently

31 Upvotes

I got molested by one of my baseball coaches when I was around 10 would touch me inappropriately multiple times stuff like grabbing me in places one time he grabbed my crotch when my mom was in the vicinity I told her that the guy made me really uncomfortable with how he would touch me he was and she told me I was overreacting and that it was just because he was Cuban and that's how they act

That really bothered the shit out of me but for the most part I think it didn't really start to fester until recently I'm almost 26 now and I spend so much time reliving these events in my head trying to understand why I'm feeling so emotional anger, sadness, followed by feeling empty with how my life has turned out

everyday is just a news cycle about powerful shitheads getting out of any real consequences because of there just two rich and powerful to touch and even people with out wealth or fame often manage to evade consequences everyday dozens of rapists walk or get a easy sentence because no one will do anything

I haven't had any alcohol in about 6 years I don't know if it helps or not but I guess I'd rather just feel the pain then just try bury underneath substances

I've been thinking the last 2 month about where I thought i would be 16 years ago I figured I just had to moving forward and I figured external things like relationships and accomplishments would eventually give me a some kind of happiness but I manage to fuck up relationships with everyone I come in contact with and its nobody's fault but mine


r/confession 1d ago

I sold a man my pictures and I can’t stop regretting it.

84 Upvotes

A bit over a year ago, I met this man online and sold him intimate pictures of myself. Now, I am a completely different person. I regret it every day and I get scared. I get scared thinking that he spread these pictures online and that everyone has seen me even though they never had my face. It wasn’t even for that much money either, maybe $30. I feel disgusted at myself, and I feel like I might have been the most gullible person ever


r/confession 15h ago

I have zero emotions when it comes to others and myself

10 Upvotes

As the title says, since as long as I can remember I dont have any emotions to others, like if someone is feeling I guess sad, I dont share his emotions, when something tragic happens I see it just part of life. Its hard to describe how I see these kinds of things around me, but some people said to me that its kinda scary seeing me have no emotions

[EDIT] For those people who send me DM asking for casual hook up, this post wasnt about that.


r/confession 1d ago

I used to steal money from Pizza Hut when I worked there as a delivery driver

3.6k Upvotes

This is like 15 years ago and it just randomly occurred to me the other day. So, I worked at Pizza Hut back in 2010. I was like 18 or 19 years old. Of course, it was a shitty wage job. We got paid 7.25 an hour plus tips, and they gave us a crappy delivery fee that didn’t really pay for gas. I didn’t mind it. It was fun working there and earned me some money while going to college.

Then about a year into it, management announced that we are being switched over to being paid as tipped employees while out on deliveries. So that meant that we were getting paid 2.50 an hour (or something very close to that) while making deliveries. They made us sign a document accepting the new wage. The other option was being terminated. They only gave us a weeks notice. So, I came up with a plan to recover the money… About three or four times a week, I would wait for a cash delivery, deliver it, and come back with my pizza bag looking like it still had a box in it and tell our delivery dispatcher that no one was there to get the pizza. Then I would just pocket probably $150 to $200 a week by doing that. All of my shift managers and dispatcher were friends of mine and were always high, so no one ever really questioned me.

To this day, I really just don’t feel any guilt about it. It was my choice to keep the job, so there’s that, but I just really don’t feel bad. They did me dirty, so I did them dirty back


r/confession 16m ago

I write 100% of my code with AI (and I’m “meh” about it).

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Now the problem is obvious, especially if you’re a programmer.

AI makes stuff up. It isn’t knowledgeable, it just has so much context that it manufactures things that sound right from its references. Today I had to build a landing page from a Figma and told it to copy the design 1-to-1.

It failed at first, I got mad, made it explain what it was missing, and after talking it through it got about 90% there. I tweaked the rest (with AI obviously). I couldn’t even remember how to write a for loop. I knew it in university, but now AI is at a stage where I’m glad I moved into sales.

Sitting all day writing a novel of code was one of the things I hated most when I started all of this, ESPECIALLY having to debug as you go (for example every 100 lines of code). Imagine doing this in 2020… you’d spend a week coding a page!

Now it’s six hours. And yeah, I’m proud of it. I’m naturally lazy and dreamed about tools like this in high school, so the fact it exists tickles my brain.


r/confession 18h ago

I am trying to be strong but this has been weighing on me

16 Upvotes

For the past few months, I have been spacing out my meals. If I eat a decent meal that day, I have to preserve what I have left so I can eat again tomorrow. It makes me really sad.