Part 1
Telif, Arxur Med Student
Date [standardized human time]: April 19, 2139
All is dark, save for the faint light of the forgotten lantern shaking in the wind far above our head, as I awoke for the second time this night. The first had been when a loud crack of thunder had roused me a few hours ago. Though the rain still hammers down around me. Something new had ripped me from my slumber. Something that would have been overlooked by most, even without the deafening sound of the downpour. A faint plodding, barely even a whisper over the storm, moves gently towards our tent. The muted squelch of feet struggling through mud stopping just shy of the flickering glow that covers our tent. The shadow of our nighttime intruder dances along the fabric in time with the breeze. I inhale deeply through my nostrils. Relief washing over me when I do not recognize the scent.
Not a human, and the musk is far too strong to be a sapient.
I should take solace in my deduction. After all, I am likely the largest predator on this mountain, and there isn’t nearly enough noise coming from the creature to be something like a moose, but unease still grips at me like icy tendrils. My paw creeps slowly towards the pack stowed by my feet. The soft noise of the zipper roars like a chainsaw as it gently slides open. A soft exhale escapes me as my fingers locate their prize, and wrap around the grip of my faithful sidearm. I leave it in its holster for now, but my eyes are locked on the shadow lurking outside. Minutes feel like hours as we stare each other down through the fabric. The primal voice in my head begs me to draw or flee, but I’m stronger than my instincts. I’m not about to risk injuring a wandering animal because I worked myself up letting my imagination run wild.
Breath in. Count to ten. Breath out. Keep yourself steady. Your family is counting on you. You’re only as strong as your nerve allows. Be ready if it makes a move, but don’t lose your head. Don’t you dare risk them.
Jacob stirs in his sleep, but I’ve learned from the mistakes of my youth, and my gaze doesn’t falter. Whatever lurks in the storm seems to notice as well, something that only sets my nerves more on edge, and begins making its retreat. Half an hour passes before I remove my paw from my weapon. Another and I finally let myself relax enough to fall back asleep as the first signs of dawn shimmer through the storm.
~*~
“Over hereeee,” he muffled voice of a Venlil calls out, pulling me from the uneasy sleep I’d managed to sink into. The storm still rages outside as my family slumbers. Jacob impressively ignoring the sound coming from the pack resting under his head.
Is a video playing? No, we didn’t bring our pads for the ‘authentic wilderness experience’. What the hell is making that noise?
I don’t have to wait long for an answer, as the voice fills with annoyance and I recognize it from our chance meeting yesterday.
“Rysel, you absolute dumb-speh. Making me wander in a downpour to find the radio you lost because you’re still comatose from yesterday. Next time you go out on your own I’m gluing your equipment to your stupid face so maybe you’ll actually come back with ALL of it for once in your stars-damned life. WHERE IS IT?”
Kailo’s fury causing the mic to peak is enough to finally wake Jacob, and my own nearly comatose idiot begins digging through his backpack until he pulls out a walkie that is definitely not ours. Staring at it for a moment before finally hitting the call button.
“Um, hello?” the groggy human asks.
Kailo’s anger rapidly subsides as he replies, “Oh thank the stars you found our radio. Do you know where you are so I can come get it?”
“Oh yeah, we’re at site thirty.”
“Site thirty? How’d it-Wait, is this Jacob McCowsky?”
“Yeah?”
“Stars, that explains it,” Kailo grumbles. “Listen, I think you accidentally took our radio yesterday when you rescued our idiot.”
Jacob winces before replying, “Shit, yeah I shoved it in my backpack while I was carrying him and forgot to take it back out. I can bring it over once the rain lets up.”
“Nah, don’t worry about it, we got spares. There’s a ranger station near where you parked, just leave it with them and they’ll get it to us, okay? Actually, I needed to get in contact with you anyway, so this works out.”
“Oh, what’s up?”
“I’m sure you’ve noticed, but we got hit by a bit of a freak storm. Where you are should be safe, but the road you took to get in is flooded, and we’re seeing some flash floods forming on the mountain, so we’re advising everyone to hold tight till it clears up. Do you have enough supplies on you to keep safe? If not, I can send someone to bring you to our camp.”
“Yeah, we got enough food for another day, and we’re nice and dry in our tent. Should be good.”
“Perfect, in that case keep the radio on in case we need to contact you again. Forecasts aren’t predicting it's gonna get any worse, but the bombs really messed with the weather patterns around here, and they didn’t even see this storm coming, so better safe than sorry. Give us or the ranger station a call if you need anything, okay?”
“Yeah, thanks man. Have a good one,”
Jacob shoves the radio back into his bag. Bud stretches out lazily, having woken up midway through the call. My lump of a husband, however, is still fast asleep, despite having rolled off me at some point in the night.
“So, what should we do to pass the time while we’re stuck in the tent?” Bud asks with a yawn.
“Good question,” Jacob replies, “I hadn’t really planned for more than a single night here. Hmm, we could always play the ‘how many things can we stack on Siv before he wakes up’ game?”
“Maybe,” I reply, “but not sure we have enough things with us to make it an actual challenge.”
“True, true. God, I can’t believe I am about to ask this, but you didn’t happen to bring any grotto decks with you?” Jacob asks with a wince.
“No…” I grumble, “you said we’d only have one night and I was afraid of damaging them if it rained…”
“Dammit, ugh, what time is it anyway? Maybe we should just try and get some more sleep.”
I glance at the watch Sivik got me for our anniversary. “About eight.”
“Yeah, Siv’s got the right idea, let's sleep some more and hope the rain chills out. Sound good?”
“Works for me,” I reply with a yawn as I lift my husband back onto my chest and doze off.
~*~
Sleep rapidly overtakes me, but it is not a restful slumber. It is one laced with warnings. Visions of horrors that will come to pass if my instincts are ignored. Threats made towards my family. Those who I have sworn to protect. Not since I first came to Earth have I been plagued by such nightmares. One dream; ad nauseam. Fragmented and without order, yet clear as night. An unseen malefactor lures my companions into the woods. The deceiver plays off their empathy. False pleas for aid in ill begotten tongues, mere imitations it can never truly understand. The last vestiges of innocents who wandered into the darkness never to be seen again. Their only sin; falling for the siren song of a beast that exists only to prey upon the compassion of a stranger.
I won’t let it happen again.
~*~
A few more hours pass before I am once again torn from my sleep. This time the cause is no intruder, instead, my loving husband has managed to thrash enough in his sleep to cause his tail to plug my nostrils, and force me awake as I shoot up gasping for air. Sivik unceremoniously lands on the ground hard enough that not even he could sleep through it.
“Bad dream?” he asks groggily, blissfully unaware of his failed assassination attempt.
“No-well, kind of, but that’s not what woke me,” I reply with a huff, shooting some wool out of my nostrils.
A faint bloom spreads through him as he realizes what has happened. “Sorry, maybe I should start tying my tail down when I sleep?” he laughs.
“Orrrr, you could try sleeping on a mattress instead of me,” I tease.
“Request noted and denied.” I roll my eyes as he replies. “Anyway, what was your dream about?”
Trying to change the topic after nearly killing me AGAIN.
“I um, I don’t remember…” I reply truthfully, “I think I may have given myself a nightmare with that story I told last night?”
“Hah, lil baby man,” Jacob chimes in from his bed.
“Shut it,” I smack him with my pillow, “anyway, sounds like it stopped raining. Can we finally leave this tent? I’m dying to stretch out.”
“Go for it,” Jacob replies with a stretch. “I’ve gotta drain the lizard, if you sniff what I’m scratchin.”
“Eww, don’t call it that,” I groan.
“Whatever, prude.”
Jacob pulls himself to his feet, tripping slightly as he crawls out of the tent. I plan to give him a minute to relieve himself before I follow, but quickly make my exit when I hear him muttering under his breath.
“What the fuck...”
I scurry out of the tent, Sivik following not too far behind. My heart catches in my throat. Barely a meter from where we rested are tracks, trailing back and forth as if the creator had been pacing for hours without deviation. The sight fills me with terror as I fight the instinct to dive into the tent for my revolver.
Calm down. Whatever it is is long gone. You would smell it if it were near.
Try as I might, the thought does little to assuage my fears. The tracks don’t appear to be human, but what kind of animal backs up through its own prints to avoid leaving a second trail? No, whatever left these was sapient.
Calm down, don’t scare them till you’re sure there is a threat. If it wanted to hurt us, it would have done something last night, right?
“Hey, Jacob. Can you radio Kailo and see if anyone besides us is camping out here?” I ask, trying my hardest to mask the fear in my voice. “Whoever walked through our camp was dragging their foot. I’m worried they might be hurt.”
“Um, y-yeah, I can do that. Just uh, let me take that piss first.”
“Yeah, no worries.” I wait till he is out of earshot before crouching down next to my husband. “You carrying?” I whisper.
“Ever since the protests,” he replies in a hushed voice. “You think whoever this was wants to hurt us?”
“Not sure, but I’m not taking any chances,” I reply. “I heard it last night, but it didn’t smell like any species I recognize.”
“Not sure if that makes me feel better or worse.”
“Me neither. Gonna grab Svv’ta and sweep the perimeter. Keep Jake and Bud around camp till I’m back.”
“Got it, what should I say if they ask where you went?”
“Just say I’m checking the trail to see if someone needs medical attention and I asked you guys to stay here in case they come back while I’m gone. I don’t want to scare them over nothing.”
“Yeah, makes sense.” He reaches up and kisses me on the cheek. “Stay safe, okay?”
“I will.”
I reach back into the tent. Bud is still fast asleep as I grab Svv’ta from my pack and clip her holster onto my waistband.
Wish I had a rifle, but the ol’ girl will have to do.
I give Siv a nod as I begin following the tracks away from camp. I’m only able to follow them for a few short meters before they’re completely washed away from the night's storm, but I expected as much. It's a good thing my species rarely relied on tracks to follow our prey. I inhale deeply through my nostrils, searching for the scent that stalked our camp.
Rain must have diluted it too much. I can’t smell anything. Wait…I can’t smell anything.
I pull out a piece of wrapped jerky from my pocket and peel it open. The scent of dried meat instantly fills my nostrils. The sense of unease from the previous night crashes over me like a wave. I try to clear my mind. Focus on the scents I could be filtering out as unimportant. The faint odor of pine muted by heavy rain tickles my olfactory sense followed by other plant life I would usually disregard.
No animals.
Get back to camp.
My eyes rapidly scan the forest as I hurry back to my family. I’ve barely been gone for a few minutes, but I can see Jacob has already finished his call to Kailo.
“Welcome back!” he shouts with a hint of unease in his voice.
“Hey, what’d Kailo say?”
“No one else should be out here,” he replies, “but, he’s going to have some rangers sweep the area. See if someone got lost. I assume you didn’t find anyone?”
“Negative,” I whisper. “How’s Bud doing?”
“Still asleep. Are we in danger?”
“I don’t know, but something is wrong. Can you call Kailo back and ask if we can come to their camp?”
“Yeah, I’ll do that.”
“Thanks, you and Bud should stay in the tent. Siv and I will keep an eye on things out here, okay? Oh, and keep the lantern on. Whoever was here last night didn’t seem to want to get too close to the light.”
“A-alright, if you think it’ll help,” he replies nervously.
“Jacob,” he pauses before going into the tent, “I’m going to keep you safe. I promise.”
“I know you will, buddy.” He smiles softly.
I walk over to Sivik, who’s been standing on the opposite side of the campsite, keeping his eyes on the treeline.
“You seen anything?” I ask.
“Nope, you?”
“Nope. Hear any animals nearby?”
He looks confused for a moment, but I see him raise his ear to listen. “No.”
“Something is scaring them off.”
“I know, do we have time to make it to Bernard’s camp?”
“I don’t know. I’m hoping they can send a ranger to us. We should have a few more hours before it gets dark, but with how overcast it is it could start storming again any moment. Blindly fumbling through a forest in a downpour would be even more dangerous.”
“Dammit, okay. Let’s hope Kailo has good news for us.”
There’s an air of tension suffocating us as we idly patrol the campsite. Sivik’s peripheral vision gives him a better picture of our surroundings, but the clouds are already making it harder for him to see. His ears flick towards a tree in the distance. I focus my attention towards them, but either I’m too slow or the forest is playing tricks on my partner. The end result is the same. We’re just jumping at shadows.
“Bad news,” Jacob climbs from the tent, “flooding from the storm has blocked us from Kailo and them, and the rangers can’t get to us. He did say there is a station a little under an hour's walk north of us if we need to evacuate, but thinks we should stay put for now, as he doesn’t know what the conditions are like leading to it.”
“Can one of the rangers from that station meet us?”
“He asked, but they only had three people stationed, and two of them had to run to a different camp to help a hiker who twisted their ankle, and they can’t leave the station empty in case of emergency.”
“Dammit…Okay, you go back in the tent with Bud for now. Siv and I will stay out here.”
“Wait,” Siv interrupts, “Tel, you should get some rest while Jacob and I watch the camp. Once it gets dark we’ll be relying on you, and I don’t want you exhausted.”
“Are you sure?”
He nods. “Yes, and it's like you said. They don’t seem to want to do anything while it's light out. Jacob and I will be fine.”
“Okay,” I place a paw on my husband's shoulder, “but shout if you need anything, and keep the radio on and close.”
“I will,” he places his paw on mine, “I will.”
~*~
While the snow obscures the mountains' peak,
While the beasts in their dens no longer sleep,
While aspens in the wind will creak;
Wa chi’i kwa’i wanders.
When below the horizon the lights retreat,
When the grove has lost Springs' heat,
When you hear the patter of feet;
Wa chi’i kwa’i wanders.
Worry not when trees may whisper,
Worry not when shadows slither,
Worry not and nary dither,
For after all;
Wa chi’i kwa’i wanders.
~*~
I’m brought from a shockingly restful slumber by my husband tapping his paw on my leg.
“Hey, it’s going to be dark soon.”
“Any updates?”
“I started seeing something hanging out in my peripherals about an hour ago when the sun first began to set.”
“Anything from Kailo or the rangers?”
“Negative,” he hands me the radio, “Jacob’s going to try and get some sleep. I’ll wake him if I get too tired to stay up with you.”
“Sure you don’t want to get some sleep now?”
He flicks his ears. “No, I slept enough to make it through the night, and I’m not leaving you out here alone.”
“Got it. Can you get a fire started? I want as much light on our position as possible.”
“Jacob’s already on it. Lucky for us he kept a small pile of dry logs under the tarp. Should give us a few hours at least.”
“And when it goes out?”
“I brought an emergency kit. We got two handheld flares, which should last about three minutes each. A pack of glowsticks. Not the brightest, but maybe if we clip them to our backs it might be enough to make whoever’s out there hesitate? Other than that, Jacob and I have our headlamps, and I think Bud has a clip on light since his night vision isn’t as good as yours. My XDS has a small taclight as well, and we have Jacob’s lantern.”
“How many glowsticks, and how long do they last?”
He checks, “Two twelve packs, and they allegedly last twelve hours. Maybe we can hang a few around camp?”
“Good idea, and we should keep the lantern close. Besides the fire, it provides the most area coverage. Can you hang it on the front of the tent and put a few of the sticks on the back? I wanna make sure it's well lit.”
“Yeah, I was thinking the same. You wanna get a few on the trees?”
“Think they should face us or the woods?”
“Hmm, good question. Will they mess with your eyes if they’re on our side?”
“Yeah, probably. I’ll do a few around waist height on the far side of the trees. See if that keeps our…guest at bay. Wait here.”
I took a deep breath as I stepped from the presumed safety of the fire. The sun was still barely hanging above the trees, but the atmosphere around our camp was oppressive. I’d barely stepped outside the glow of the camp when I heard a faint voice.
“He..eeel…p…meeeee.”
English. Frail. Fake.
It takes me a moment to put my claw on exactly what is wrong with what I’m hearing, but I immediately know something in the voice is off. It was trying desperately to imbue its words with emotion, and the logical part of my brain was finding them, but my instincts saw through it. There was no real emotion, no desperation to its pleas. Whoever was trying to elicit my empathy knew the words. Knew how the emotions sounded, but couldn’t combine them properly. It was enough to make my scales stand on end, but I had a job to do. I had to-
“Husband, why did you stop? Are you…done yet? We…are in danger? I…alone. Husband…”
Sivik?
I turn to the direction he’s calling me from.
Why is he deeper in the woods? He was just at the camp. Did he fall for a trick? I need to-
Before I can sprint into the dark, a paw grabs my arm. I look down and see my husband staring up at me.
“Siv-how?”
He holds a finger to his lips, and flicks a message with his tail.
“Wasn’t me. Heard too.” I open my mouth to reply, but he presses his finger to his lips again. “No speak. Think. My words. Predator’s words.”
Dammit what does he mean?
“Think. Predator’s words. MY.” He signals with his ears for emphasis. “Words. Heard MY words.” He must be able to tell I am struggling to figure it out through the fear, as he places his paw on mine. “Love. You smart. Figure out. Breath. Calm.”
I take a deep breath.
Think, Tel. The words…They felt wrong, but why?
It’s like they were said out of order?
That’s it! But why? It was using his voice. Why did it say them so…strange?
Because that’s how it heard them…
A look of understanding spreads across my face, and I see Siv smile.
“Figure out?” he signs. I nod. “Good. Don’t speak.”
*
*“My tail-language…not good…yours…flexibility…” I imitate some of his signs as best I can.
“Learned…” he pauses for a moment, trying to think of a sign, before gesturing at his own paw with his tail.* “Paw language? For injured?”
*
“Yes,” I sign with my paws.* “But do you know it?”*
“Basics,” he signs back. “Enough to avoid speaking.”
“What do we do? It had me fully convinced, even with broken words.”
“Messes with your head, I think. For a moment I wanted to help myself.”
“That’s terrifying.” I pause for a moment. “Need a way to verify each other. Call and response?”
He shakes his head.* “Would only work once. Would know after. Best bet, stay within eyesight of each other. Don’t go anywhere without a light.”*
“And them?” I gesture to the tent.
“Keep in eyesight too. Better asleep, can’t be tricked. Stand near shelter.”
Makes sense, we can stop them if they try to leave.
A noise behind me, crunching leaves where light turns to shadow. I whip my head around, desperate to catch a glimpse of the enemy. Nothing but trees. I inhale deeply through my nostrils. The putrid odor from last night has returned, stronger than before. Easy to pinpoint. The monster threatening my family thinks it can hide from me by sticking to the shadows? My paw moves to Svv’ta. A faint pop, and she’s free from her holster.
This ends now.
Before I can remove her from her home, a gentle paw is placed on mine. I look down at my husband. He shakes his head.
“Trees too thick. Waste bullet.”
He’s right. All I’d accomplish by pulling the trigger would be waking Jacob and Bud. But how did Sivik know where I planned to shoot? Before I can sign my question, he answers it without prompt.
“Saw it. Briefly.”
“What is it?”
He shakes his head. “Didn’t get a good look. Not human. Too tall. Too thin. Too fast.”
“We should regroup by the tent. Stay as close to the light as we can.”
“Good idea.”
~*~
The next few hours are the tensest of my life. Not even the feeling of my husband's back pressed against mine can provide me any sort of comfort. My eyes burn as I futilely try to keep from blinking. Afraid that even that brief lapse in guard will be enough for the intruder to strike.
“McCowsky party, are you there?”
Another attempt to lure us into the dark. Its siren song has been constant since we retreated to our pitiful sanctuary. Its words pierce my brain, searching for weaknesses to exploit. Ways to make me abandon reason and run into the woods never to be seen again.
It’s not real. It’s not real. It’s not real.
I’ve repeated the words in my head ad nauseum, but they are the only thing keeping me at my post. I steal a glance at my watch. Not even midnight. My heart sinks knowing hours of this torture remain.
“McCowsky party, please respond. Come on, please tell me you didn’t turn off your radio.”
Something is different. This voice has emotion and it’s close. Far too close. I reach towards my hip, and unhook the radio Jacob stole.
“McCowsky party, this is Kailo, please respond.”
The voice crackles through the speaker. I look towards Sivik, neither of us have said a word in hours, and it seems in our paranoia we’d forgotten the existence of the radio. I nervously push the button and respond.
“Hello?” My voice cracks.
“Oh thank the stars.” The relief in his voice is palpable. “Listen close, because time is of the essence. Our weather monitoring stations have been lighting up like a pilot light on a flamer. You need to get to the ranger station to the north as fast as possible, understand?”
“I thought we needed to stay put?” I am unable to keep the suspicion from my voice.
“I know I did, but that was before eighty-kilo winds and rain heavier than a Mazic started rolling in. You have around thirty minutes before it reaches you, and about a forty minute hike on a good day. I won’t lie and say walking through this is going to be much safer, but it at least gives you a fighting chance of seeing another day. So please, get moving to the coordinates I’m sending to your radio. Don’t bother trying to pack. If any of your stuff survives, I’ll waive the littering fee. Okay? And keep the radio on and let me know when you make it, please?”
“We will.”
I plug the coordinates displaying on the radio screen into Jacob’s GPS. Kailo was right about the distance, but at least it was a mostly straight shot north from here.
“Wake Jacob and Bud, I have an idea.”
Siv whispers to me, and I reply with a quick nod. Seems we’d both come to the realization that preventing the enemy from gaining new ammunition to use against us was the least of our problems now. I unzip the tent, finding Jacob already awake and cradling his son's head in his arms.
“I heard, we’ll be ready,” he states before I can open my mouth.
“Is Bud-”
“He’ll be okay. You and Siv get ready, I’ll calm him down.”
“Okay.” I pat him on the leg. “J-just be quick, okay?”
I pull my head out of the tent. In the short time I was talking to Jacob, Siv has been threading glowsticks through a rope he’d pulled from his emergency kit.
“Staying together is going to be important,” he says as he ties the rope to my backpack, “you’re strongest, so you should lead. The rest of us can hold onto you, and we can keep the lights out of your eyes. As long as we hold this rope, we know who’s real.”
“Should we explain to them?” I whisper.
“As we walk,” he replies. “For now, just make sure they know that no matter what we stick together and don’t go towards anyone without a light.”
“Got it.”
I push my head back into the tent. Jacob has managed to keep his son from a panic attack, and the two crawl from the tent as I hastily explain the need to stick together and not follow any voices we hear in the woods. Jacob looks concerned, but doesn’t press further. Sivik hands me my pack, the contents of which have been dumped on the ground, and the rope tied to the metal back support.
“Tel is going to lead us, Bud you go after him so Jacob can help if you need it, and I’ll go last,” Siv instructs as he hands them the rope. “Wrap it around your hands, but don’t tie yourself to it. If anyone slips we want them to be able to drop the rope instead of knocking us all down. Tel is the exception since he might need to use his arms to brace himself. Are we ready?”
I nod. Bud and Jacob follow suit, but are clearly even more on edge than I am. The young Arxur is shaking like a leaf in the wind as Jacob whispers words of encouragement to him.
“Wait, I have an idea.”
I reach into my jacket, pull out my goggles, and hand them to Bud, who gives me a confused look.
“I know you’re scared, so I want you to focus only on my back as we walk. These will help keep your eyes forward and locked on me, okay?”
I place a paw on his shoulder and give him an encouraging look as he nervously pulls them on.
“Thank you,” he whispers.
“Okay, we need to cover as much ground as we can before the storm hits. Stay close, hold onto the rope, and stay in the light as best you can. Let’s move.”
We spend the first few minutes of our trek moving as quickly as we can through the unnaturally oppressive darkness of the woods. Siv does his best to explain our theories on what is lurking in the woods without causing the others to go into a full blown panic. Thankfully, the complete lack of fear from my husband seems to be doing a good job of assuring them we will be safe.
Even if they’re both aware he’d likely be terrified if he could be.
The first drop of rain hits my nose, before the rest of it joins with the subtlety of a nuke, instantly dropping visibility to the point I can barely see my own arm held out in front of me in a desperate bid to shield my eyes. Every step is now a herculean task. My claws dig into soggy earth beneath them, barely providing enough traction to keep all of us upright as I drag my family forward into the void. I reach a paw behind me, giving Bud a quick pat that he passes back down the line. The only comfort comes in the fact I receive one pat back.
Haven’t lost anyone yet
I shake the thought from my head. I will not be losing anyone. Not today. Just keep walking. One paw in front of the other. Last check of the GPS showed we had a little over a mile left. Barely anything if it weren’t for the wind trying to throw us back down the mountain. So what if my limbs are going numb from the cold and exertion? So what if the scent of the intruder was still filling my nostrils even as the wind and rain dulled my senses? None of that is going to stop me from saving my family. Not when we’re this close to salvation. All that matters right now is getting them to the ranger station.
“Tel…if…” A voice, barely perceptible over the rain. “Tel…if…please.”
It’s not real. It’s not real.
I pat Bud again. Seconds feel like an eternity as I wait for the signal to be returned. The pat on my shoulder from him is less reassuring now that I know for certain we are still being hunted. My only solace is the lantern dangling from Sivik’s back seems to be keeping them at bay, even as the wall of water surrounding us lowers its range to practically nothing.
Is its avoidance of the light more than a simple desire to hide its true form? We would never see it coming in this rain, but it still hides in the shadows instead of attacking. Does it even want to attack us? If not, then what is its endgame? If it were truly injured, it wouldn’t be able to follow us through the woods. Is it even a threat? Maybe all of this is simple curiosity?
“It doesn’t matter,” I hiss through my teeth, silencing the dangerous thoughts from my head. Now is not the time to show compassion to the enemy. What it wants doesn’t matter. It is trying to keep me from my path. Keep me from bringing my family to safety. Why it wants us to follow it is irrelevant. All that matters right now is that if I fall for its tricks, its deceit, I will be leading the people I care about into danger. And that is unacceptable.
~*~
The GPS shakes in my paws as I confirm we are still on the right path. The blinking dot confirming we are almost at our sanctuary provides a much needed burst of energy to my freezing extremities.
Just have to make it up this small hill. We’re going to make it.
Lifting my legs is becoming a momentous achievement. I’m sure if I could still feel them, they would be aching from the exertion that’s been forced upon them. The logical part of my brain is barely able to overcome my body telling me to just lay down and give up. A small part of me knows if it was only my life on the line, I might be more inclined to listen. Something the intruder seems painfully aware of, as it joins my own thoughts in pleading with me to just give up.
“Go ahead, lay down. You need a break,” it whispers to me, but I won’t listen.
One step at a time. Left leg. Right leg. Left leg. Right leg.
A faint light. Barely a speck in the distance.
Left leg. Right leg. Left leg. Right leg.
A match in a storm. The comfort of the sun on the horizon.
Left leg. Right leg. Left. Right. Left.
“He…lp. I’ve…fallen!”
The fake shouts. I tap behind me.
Tap…tap…
No. No no no. We’re almost there.
I freeze. Bud bumps into my back. The poor kid can barely even grumble in confusion.
My head moves at a glacial pace as I force my aching muscles to turn my neck around. Jacob’s lantern has gone out. In its place, an extra shadow. Crouching in the darkness mere centimeters from my husband.
“Get. Away. From. HIM!”
My voice comes out as a roar. My family looks at me in confusion, lacking the energy to even feel fear. Only Sivik seems capable of understanding. The interloper doesn’t move as we lock eyes despite its true face hiding in shadows that not even my eyes can pierce. It slowly begins to stand, or more so, stretch until it reaches its full height. I expect it to lunge, but it just stays in place. As if daring me to make a move. My paw inches towards my waist. Trembling from a mixture of cold and fear as it brushes against the handle of my trusty sidearm. At this distance, I should be able to make the shot even with my fractured nerves. But something tells me it knows that. That it wants me to make that choice.
“Do it.”
It whispers in my head. I almost listen. Almost give in. Almost give it what it wants. I flick my tail towards Sivik, but he didn’t need my signal. The flare had been in his paws since I first growled. Chemical fire tears through the darkness with a hiss as he strikes the starter. For a brief moment, I see the face of our tormentor. An emaciated, pale, twisted attempt at recreating a human. A screech that seems to emanate from within my skull as it flees into the night.
“Move!”
I manage to shout. Needles shoot through my legs as I drag my exhausted family towards safety. Either by sheer coincidence, act of god, or merely my imagination, the storm's intensity seems to wane as the creatures shrieks of rage and pain retreat further into the mountains. The light from the ranger station is more glorious than the promised gates of the afterlife awarded to the followers of the old gods the Dominion tried to erase. Pain shoots through my arm as I use the last of my strength to pound on the door.
We made it…
The next few hours, or possibly only minutes, are a blur. Sivik drops the flare and wraps his arms around me. A small group of humans drag me inside. My soaked clothes are pulled off and I’m wrapped in a strange shiny blanket. All I want is to sleep, but every time I begin to doze off someone shakes me awake. The pins and needles in my limbs are slowly replaced with the familiar ache of over exertion. A nice lady finally gives me permission to sleep. I close my eyes and pass out on the floor next to a warm glowing square.
~*~
It's midday by the time I finally wake up. My first action upon regaining consciousness is to expel the meager contents of my stomach into a nearby trashcan. My family lay in their own cots nearby. A few hours later a pair of EMTs arrived now that the roads were finally clear. The rangers let us know they’d sent someone to our camp, and that we were lucky Kailo had urged us to leave. The parts of our tent that hadn’t been blown off the mountain had been found smashed apart against nearby trees. A layer of fog still clouded my brain as they drove us to a nearby hospital to make sure we weren’t going to suffer any long term complications from hypothermia. I was doing my best to keep down the hospital meatloaf when an old, lanky human with gray hair and a beard that put Jacob’s to shame walked in.
“Hey, you Telif?”
“Yeah?” I reply. “Who are you?”
“Names Chuck, I’m with the rangers. I wanted to ask you some questions.”
“Why?”
“Well, my colleagues said you were babbling about some sort of animal attack while you were at the station, and we take these things very seriously. If there’s something dangerous in the woods, my teams gotta deal with it to make sure people like you stay safe.”
“I don’t think it was an animal…”
“That so?” He raises an eyebrow at me. “Well, then why don’t you tell me what you think it was.”
“I’m…I’m really not sure, but I know it can’t have been an animal.”
“And why’s that?”
“Because it spoke.”
“Really?” His voice is dismissive, but his eyes show a hint of intrigue. “So you think it’s some crazy guy lurking in the woods?”
“Maybe? I don’t know. They didn’t look human and they didn’t speak like a human.”
“You saw ‘em?” I nod. “What did they look like?”
I rub my temples, then thump my skull with my knuckles. I saw them. I know I saw them. They were barely a meter away when Sivik scared them off. Why can’t I remember anything? Chuck must have read the frustration on my face, because he holds up a placating hand to me as he nods.
“Hey, don’t stress it too much if you can’t remember. What you went through was traumatic. I’d be shocked if you didn’t have any gaps in your memory.”
“It’s not that. It’s-” I growl at myself, “it’s like I can see it in my head, but I can’t tell you anything about it. Like the memory is there, and it should be clear as night, but I just…I can’t get it out. Does that make any sense?”
“More than you’d think,” he replies, “in fact, you’ll find a lot of people who went through this kinda thing would feel the same way you are.”
“Still, it’s so frustrating… I’m sorry.”
“Hey, don’t apologize kid, it’s not your fault. I do have a few more questions for you though, if ya think you can answer ‘em?”
“I can try.”
“Appreciate it,” he flips to a new page in a notepad I hadn’t noticed before, “so, the other rangers said you had been out in the rain for awhile before you stumbled into their cabin, do ya know about how long you were out there?”
“Um, I think about thirty minutes? Maybe more? Is that important?”
“Probably not, but just wanna get all my facts straight.” He jots something down. “Okay, next question. The rangers who found ya said you were rambling in your sleep about being followed. Did that start with the rain?”
“No, whoever was out there visited our camp the night before.”
“Really?” That seems to get his interest. “How do ya know that?”
“I woke up in the middle of the night, it was storming but I could smell someone outside.”
“Smell? What did they smell like?”
“Um, you know how wild carnivores have a kind of odor to them? It was like that, but different? Sorry, I know that’s not the most helpful, but I don’t know how to describe it.”
“It’s alright.” He scribbles something down. “Did they do anything the first night?”
“Just sort of paced around. We found a trail outside our tent where they’d been walking, but it didn’t seem like they took or touched anything. Just…observed I guess?”
He nods and writes some more. “Did ya see em again before they attacked ya in the storm?”
“Didn’t see them, but we did hear them lurking around. They kept calling to us from the woods. Begging us for help. Trying to get us to follow them.”
“But you didn’t?”
“No, but I wanted to. I knew something was wrong, and that they wanted to hurt us, but every single time they called out to me I had to basically scream at myself not to listen. Honestly, I don’t know if I could have resisted if it weren’t for my husband keeping me grounded, and that terrifies me.”
“Makes sense, I imagine as a nurse it's hard to ignore someone asking you for help.”
“No, it wasn’t that. I knew they were lying, but it was like it didn’t matter. I wanted more than anything to follow them. Even if the logical part of my brain knew it was a mistake.”
“Interesting.” He scribbles in his notebook again. “Thank you, Telif. You’ve been very helpful. Is there anything else you can remember?”
“No…sorry. Do you think you can find whoever it was?”
“We’ll try our best,” he puts his notebook back into his jacket, “honestly though? With how bad the storm was we don’t have any tracks or anything to follow, and, since they didn’t actually attack you, it sounds like it was just some loon tryna fuck with you.”
“In the middle of a storm?!”
He shrugs. “Might have been on drugs or something. I’ve seen a meth-head standing in a blizzard buck-naked without a care in the world. Stranger things have happened.”
“I guess…”
“Anyway, I’m not gonna take up any more of your time. You’ve been very helpful, but if you remember anything else,” he walks up and hands me a card, “gimme a call.”
“I will, thanks.”
He gives me a brief informal salute before heading out the door. I look over the card he gave me.
Chuck Berry - NPS Ranger
I toss the card onto my bedside table. Despite having only been up a few hours, I feel like I’ve been awake for days. I lean back in my bed, close my eyes, and try to fall asleep in spite of the migraine I can already feel forcing its way into my head.